2015 Map of kauai for He is so ready and with ineffable longing, to provide whatever one asks from Him. He gives much more than we ask! This is how generous He is. I knew that I did not know how to love God, not the way He wanted, which is unconditional and without limit. The day of my first public meeting finally arrived. I had never spoken on a platform before and doing so terrified me. When I got to the church hall, close to three hundred people were there! When I saw them all, I panicked. I walked over to the church next door and knelt in front of a huge crucifix, lamenting to Jesus, Lord, what am I to say? Look what You’ve put me into now. 2015 Map of kauai 2016.